Life's Curve balls.....
Just when we thought this was all going so well, we are called into a meeting at work to announce that the whole company is on redundancy notice. We will all have to re-apply for our jobs. My job turns out to be fairly safe but to make matters worse, my LRUN's job (we work for the same company) has been re-located to a branch pretty fay away. Far enough away to involve lengthy commuting. We are both struck down with shock and dread having to tell Miss Delia. We cannot move closer to LRUN's new job, as this means we willl lose our entire support network we have spent so long pulling together. At the same time, if LRUN commutes, this will mean I will be on my own for alot of the time without his support. More importantly, the Adoption Services hate instability. Neither us sleep very well for ages, scenarios going round and round in our heads..what should we do, should we tell Delia? We haven't made a decision but we have come up with the plan to tell Miss Delia in our next meeting. The plan is to present it to her in a way to show her we are thinking it through logically and sensibly and are researching each option and the implications thereof thoroughly...rather than running around in a flat spin which it felt like were doing most of the time.  I wonder how many more curve balls life wants to throw at me. I can feel my dream of becoming a mummy slowly slipping away. I must be stressed as cannot face baking anything.